The Battle of the New Creature

I have to get right,

Or I am going to end up feeling the flames,

Conviction being placed against

my chest, stomach and brain.

I can’t go on making final decisions,

While the Lord just sits on his throne and just listens?

I know that I am only human,

And I am assuming,

That the feelings of confusion

I should not be consuming.

But I am growing, undergoing and I don’t know much,My identity and its shell are getting crushed.